Life of a IMVU fucking spritualist Day 3 Part 2

Authors Note: The family I am attempt to face unconditional love has an issue with Ben, the demon of lust & blood lust in the visitor. This is part of my story. Enjoy.

Acatalepsy: its hard to find good RP'ers around

Acatalepsy: now

Acatalepsy: since it died out a few years ago

BIOSH0CK: yea..i stopped for a bit cause of the metagaming and godmodding. but i still get the itch to rp sometimes

Acatalepsy: yeah i haven't RP'ed in awhile

Acatalepsy: VB asked me about RP'ing here so i figured id give it a go

BIOSH0CK: ohhh ok

Acatalepsy: im in the process of building my chara now :)

BIOSH0CK: ohh thats cool :)

DracMorair: Nice.

DracMorair: I helped craft the T-1-5 system in imvus creation

DracMorair: If you need help let me know

Acatalepsy: thats awesome

DracMorair: And if you need a section, The Great Library can use you too.

DracMorair: I'm the section lead there

Acatalepsy: i've actually got some recruiting to do myself......I decided to take on the goddess of chaos

DracMorair: I'm The Historian, caretaker of the library

DracMorair: Well let me know what the Great Library can do for you to study your enemy

Acatalepsy: thank you :)

Acatalepsy: you sound very well versed

DracMorair: Story Teller for Vtm Vampires: the masqurade Table top for 20 years

DracMorair: I better be ;)

Acatalepsy: haha touche!!! i can defintely apperciate that

DracMorair: Also

BIOSH0CK: that always helps lol...since i had a flair for psychological horror i was made an unofficial storyteller in our group

DracMorair: if you have a need for freedom in other.. more carnal acts I have the Heathens Den too

Acatalepsy: i like you even more now haha

DracMorair: That's how I started to I was facinated at life and death as a teenager

DracMorair: still am

DracMorair: Shall I give you a preview of the Heathens Den?

Acatalepsy: yes please

DracMorair: Hell Ben

Guest_naikja: nice room

DracMorair: Its the rp I'm in as a section lead

Guest_naikja: Ben's asleep for now

DracMorair: Can you wake him?

DracMorair: Or did you have something to tell me?

Guest_naikja: just roaming

DracMorair: How's the family

DracMorair: you booted me before the juicy bits I bet

Guest_naikja: zack's falling for his mom >.<

DracMorair: And what about you? Isn'tthat desire in you too? part of bothyou and ben?

Guest_naikja: I have a woman, so I keep Ben locked away

DracMorair: Love knows no boundries

DracMorair: Accept it

DracMorair: So without ben here let me ask you

DracMorair: What is your darkest desire?

Guest_naikja: me? to be the best fighter out there

DracMorair: thats pride

DracMorair: not desire

DracMorair: lust

DracMorair: What is your darkest lust desire

DracMorair: ?

Guest_naikja: to fuck and cum in women

DracMorair: superficial, the purpose is to what?

Guest_naikja: Idk

DracMorair: Talk to ben, figure it out

Guest_naikja: I'm just bored right now and horny

DracMorair: You don't know how you are, ever, life is a dam miracle. Well short of all energy and allowing for the infinite... and why are you bored with infinite fucking possibilities your lazy not bored

Guest_naikja: true

Guest_naikja: you and zack go way back?

DracMorair: no, met him this morning through meetup, but he's an open soul, a shadow worker, like me in a lot of ways

DracMorair: If you excuse me I need to fix dinner. When Ben wakes, ask why desire is important to him

Guest_naikja: that's all he has

DracMorair: his entire being, his entire construct of what he is the Demon Lust. ?

Guest_naikja: almost

DracMorair: go on

Guest_naikja: he's pure lust and rage, and everything else I hold back

DracMorair: Lust also includes Blood Lust

DracMorair: Thats normal

DracMorair: Now why dont you accept ben ?

Guest_naikja: my kids, my family, and my woman

DracMorair: Fear of loss?

Guest_naikja: yes

DracMorair: Never swallow part of yourself for somebody's sake... there happiness isn't defined by you being a certain type of way. There the bigot while you get to smile at them and say I am who I am. It's a matter of accepting yourself... if they have an issue, its there issue not yours. Hence Being offended is fucking bullshit and further more makes respect a void concept.

DracMorair: That said, do you need your families respect AT all to be who you really are?

Guest_naikja: kinda

DracMorair: no you dont

DracMorair: I have no patience for the unsure

Guest_naikja: ok

DracMorair: If they cant accept that part of you

DracMorair: Thats there issue, not yours

DracMorair: you feel me?

DracMorair: bark

Guest_naikja: ok

DracMorair: Good.

DracMorair: Now what you going to do?

Guest_naikja: for now I'm chillin

DracMorair: Alright then do your family a favor

DracMorair: Talk to benn, get to know them. It

DracMorair: as I said its part of you

Guest_naikja: they know him

DracMorair: Innocence and ignorance: two sides of the same coin. Face the morning light, face the first angle on your mirror, first angel, First fallen, Satan. Face your demons, they are you. One unified field, We are one, We are Legion, Luke 17:21 The kingdom of heaven is within you! Science, Spirituality, Satanism, Christianty.... and many more stories told. Wake the fuck up!

DracMorair: they know of him, they dont accept him

Guest_naikja: they do, I don't

Guest_naikja: xD

DracMorair: Then tell why they tell ben to shut up

Guest_naikja: question

DracMorair: thats bull shit

Guest_naikja: question

DracMorair: anything

Guest_naikja: do you ever do sex rp?

DracMorair: I just created the Heathens den the idea of this place is to gather all the ones that have been repressed by imvu's BS. the worlds BS and have a nurturing place to do whatever we wish. Interested?

Guest_naikja: sorry if that's awkard to answer

DracMorair: I think I just did answer it

DracMorair: your wish is my command

Guest_naikja: eh, maybe another time

DracMorair: Well your not AP anyway

DracMorair: nevermind

DracMorair: perhaps your daughter?

DracMorair: pardons.. that was a bit crass

Guest_naikja: xD

Guest_naikja: do you spar?

DracMorair: This RP your sitting in

DracMorair: yes.

DracMorair: I also do sexual wrestling combining the two

DracMorair: Does ben wana come out and play?

DracMorair: just answer you dont have to commit to it

Guest_naikja: he does

DracMorair: Well when you and your family make peace with Ben. You know how to find me.

DracMorair: Have a great day love.

Guest_naikja: ok

Guest_naikja: mind if I just chill here?

DracMorair: sure

Guest_naikja: favorite position?

DracMorair: Any really, its the imagination thats key

Guest_naikja: you do sex rp a lot?

DracMorair: Yes, I've embraced my Lust & Blood Lust. She is of me and is me

DracMorair: They rather

DracMorair: she's not really a female

DracMorair: She's futa as I am

DracMorair: Though the feminine part of them

DracMorair: Is one that nurtures

DracMorair: I use that demon to nuture people

DracMorair: The sex is just superficial really

DracMorair: its the mind and souls I"m intrestrested in

Guest_naikja: how's mine?

DracMorair: We all have to turn the page sometime

DracMorair: I'm just a reminder of it