Why dont boys like me? 2

Im pregnant?

I couldn’t believe it. I was so sure it would never happen, especially after my first time. I called Nathan. It rang for a few minutes with no answer. I wasn’t sure if I could call Oliver because he was still pretty mad at me.

I started crying. What do I do? Do I keep it? Abort it? Put it up for adoption? I spent a few minutes thinking. It wouldn’t affect me too much, only my reputation. But Nathan, he would be so screwed. He couldn’t have a kid. I finally sucked it up and called Oliver.

It rang, and rang, and rang. No answer. I left a message.

“Hey, it’s me. Im in big trouble and I need help. I need you to call me back when you get this. I’m sorry Ollie.” I was hoping he would call me back immediately, and that he had his phone and was ignoring my call.

I looked at the time. 4:30. He was at work, and I don’t know what Nathan was doing. I just sat and started to think about my situation more when finally, my phone rang.

“Ollie?” I said hopefully.

“What do you want? What kind of trouble are you in?” He was trying to be an ass but he couldn’t help but be nice.

“I don’t want anyone to hear, so I’ll tell you over dinner? Maybe we can go to Shake Hut?” I said holding back my tears.

Silence. A deafening silence. “Umm ok. I get off in about an hour. Ill go right there.” He finally responded.

“Thank you.” I said. I then hung up and headed into the shower. After a shower, I still had time to kill. I walked back to the convenience store and bought another test. I used the bathroom there. While I was waiting for the results I looked around. I reached the condom aisle. I might as well buy some while I was here. I mean they weren’t gonna be any use to me now. I looked down at the other test. Pregnant.

I had 5 minutes before I had to meet Oliver, so I bought the condoms and walked out. As I was walking, it came to mind that my mom asked me if I wanted to go on birth control before freshman year. I said no because I didn’t think I would do it until I was able to buy my own. I reached the Shake Hut and Oliver was sitting at a booth in the corner with a chocolate shake. I slowly walked over, gathering the courage to tell him.

“Hi.” I said.

“Hey.” He responded sharply.

“So, im in big trouble.” I started.

“I know you told me on the phone. What kind of trouble are you in?” He sounded genuinely concerned but he was trying to cover it with a jack ass attitude.

“I’m pregnant.” It felt good to finally tell someone. He didn’t move and he turned pale. I thought he was going to pass out.

“Wh-whose is it?” He asked. He was very shaky.

“Ummm………..Nathan’s” I said quietly. I was scared he was going to yell at me in front of everyone.

“I kept telling you that guy is no good, and now look. He didn’t even have the decency to wear protection. You told him you weren’t on the pill right?” He was starting to get angry.

“He did wear protection and yes, I did tell him.” I said in retaliation. I think that calmed him down a bit because he shrunk back into his seat.

“This is unbelievable. I can’t believe you let him do this to you.” Ok, he was still angry.

“I mean, I could have gotten pregnant if we had done it.” I pointed out.

“Well, I know how to use a condom. Does he know yet?” I started to tear up. I hated seeing Oliver so upset. Now he was not going to speak to me ever again.

“N-no. He hasn’t answered my calls. But hes away at football…I don’t know what I should do. Should I get an abortion? Should I put it up for adoption? How will the people at school react?” I started to panic as a tear escaped form my eye.

“Hey calm down. I personally think you should abort it. I know how you feel about it. But neither of you can have a kid. We’re only juniors.” He spoke softly.

“Can you drive me to the abortion clinic?” I asked him. I really didn’t want to abort it but he was right. We couldn’t have a kid.

“No. You need to tell Nathan first. Go to his house, doesn’t he get back today?” He was always right. I needed to talk to Nathan about it.

“Ok, Can you drive me there then?” I asked.

“Yeah, come on.” We left and I got into his car. It smelt of sex and fruit. The fruit was his air freshener. I could tell he’s been busy the past couple weeks.

After a few minutes, we arrived at Nathan’s house.

“Thank you Oliver.” I said and I gave him a hug. I closed the door and he drove away.

I walked up to the door and knocked. His little brother answered the door. He told me Nathan wasn’t home, but I could wait upstairs. I slowly ascended the stairs when I heard a car pull up. I texted Nathan and told him I was upstairs and that I needed him to come upstairs.

He ran up the stairs and kissed me.

“I’ve missed you babe.” He said between kisses.

“I missed you too. Listen, there’s something we need to talk about.” I said shaky.

“Whats wrong? IS everything ok?” He sat down on the bed.

“I’m pregnant.”

He froze. He didn’t move. Pretty much the same reaction Oliver had, except he knew it was his.

“What are we gonna do? Do you want to keep it? Abort it? Put it up for adoption? Its all on you Britt.” He didn’t want any part of it. It was easy to see.

“I was thinking about aborting it. We cant have a child. It will mess up football for you, and besides were only juniors. Im not ready to become a mother.” I started crying.

“If that’s what you want, I’ll drive you. We can get some birth control while were out too.” He was being overly nice. He obviously didn’t want to be a dad just yet and I was glad because I didn’t want to be a mom.

We got in the car. The abortion clinic was a 45 minute drive from his house.

“I really wish you weren’t pregnant babe. I would have appreciated a welcome back gift.” He was being an ass.

“Hmm, we cant have sex but that doesn’t mean I cant suck your dick.” I said.

He looked at me, smiled, and giggled. He then started rubbing the inside of my thigh. I was starting to get wet. I moved his hand away and we started to listen to music. We came to a rest stop and pulled over. It was getting dark and his car had a lot of space in the back. We had blankets and pillows and laid down in the back. We made out for a long time before he sat up.

“Im going to get some food. When I get back, I want you to suck my dick.” He opened the door. It was really cold. “What do you want to eat?”

“Can I just get some chicken nuggets from McDonalds?” I curled up under the blanket. I was really cold so I started the car up to get some heat.

Nathan came back 20 minutes later with a small bag of food. He sat down in the back with me and unzipped his pants. His dick was already hard. I put his dick between my lips and suck on only the head for a long time. When he told me to stop teasing him, I started moving down his shaft closer to his balls. I took one hand and started playing with his balls. I started to suck harder and faster as time went on. After a few minutes, he said, “Babe, keep going. Im going to cum.” I kept going. He was enjoying it so I kept going. I was getting bored, so I moved his cock way into my mouth, and into my throat. He moaned really loud when I did this. Next thing I knew, he was shooting his hot strings into my mouth.

“You’ve gotten better since freshman year.” He said jokingly. It had just dawned on my that I had just blown him for the first time since freshman year.

“We should probably get back on the road.” I ignore his sly joke.

“Fine.” He climbed up to the front seat and started driving. It was only about 20 minutes until we got there. It was late so it was pretty empty too. They took me right away. I was in there for a while before I came out. Nathan was sitting there smiling.

He walked up to me and kissed my forehead. “Let’s go home. I got the birth control pills.” We walked out and we laid down in the back of the car. “are you ok?” He asked.

“I guess I’m fine. I mean I don’t really feel anything.” I said.

“I mean, we just ended our unborn child’s life. Are you ok with that?” I thought he was going to cry.

“Yeah, I guess, I mean we can have other children.” I did feel bad, but I didn’t really feel anything. I leaned over and kissed him. We made out for a while and he got on top of me. I missed having him. We took our clothes off and kept making out. He started kissing down my stomach and boobs. I forgot I had the condoms until I looked over and saw my coat.

“Wait.” I reached into the pocket of my coat and grabbed a condom. “Lets hope this one works.”

He put on the condom and slowly entered. He kept going in slowly until he was all the way in. He started thrusting slowly into me. The longer we went, the faster he got.

It was like heaven, making love to this guy. He had me moaning so loud everyone definitely knew what we were doing.

“Oh baby, Yes Yes Yes! Keep going babe, fuck me harder.” I kept moaning and moaning until he finally came and collapsed next to me.

“That keeps getting better and better everytime.” He said between breaths. “Lets hope you don’t get knocked up again.” I couldn’t help but giggle.

“We should probably head back.” I suggested as I started to dress.

“Good call, but first…” He said as he pulled out a couple beers. “Lets drink.”

I took the beer and opened it. I normally don’t drink because its really bad for you, but I was so happy. I was with the guy I loved and I didn’t have to worry about having a child. We drank the beers. He pulled out a couple more, I only had one more and he had a few more.

We pulled out of the parking lot and started home. It was like 1:00 am when we were about half way home. I started drifting off to sleep and we started drifting off to the left. Over the grassy area between. Into oncoming traffic.

SMASH.