Eulogy

Tension growning

Separation forming

Temper tantrums

Don't suit my style

I'd like to explore

The depths

Of your mind

And tweak

And correct

Like a mad scientist

Take you apart

Fix what has gone amiss

Labotomy so you can't make me

Feel weak anymore

You tore

Me assunder

Trusting you was my blunder

I was really hoping for more…

My expectations

Set to high

Didn't expect much

Just wanted you to care enough…

Not to lie to me…

Shouldn't have even wished for that

"Why can't you just help me?! Is that to much to ask?!"

I say with a frown

You could cut the

Awkward silence

With a knife

We have nothing to say

To eachother

We don't exist

Right now

It causes to much strife

Rifeling through

My bittersweet memories

Feeling the urge to resist

Digging deeper

Maybe can't stand

What I'd find

Physically painful rewind

Sick to my stomach

Feeling light in my head

Shit… what have I done…

Twitching, remembering…

Trembling, wishing….

You were here to hold me…

Feeling all my fears

Drowning in my tears

Without my permission

Growing fission

Fusion of thoughts

Heavy metals poisoning us

Your mind poisoning my mind

My mind poisoning you…

We're killing eachother

Murdering one another

In ectasy

In lust

We will forever trust

Eachother…

Only there

Will you meet me there?

Will you stare

Make me bare

My own soul

To your soul

Wish I could see

In your eyes

Just one more time…

A few more times…

And see your eyes

Seeing my eyes…

Wish I could feel

Your warm lips

On my warm lips

Just one more time

Instead of kissing

Your cold lips

In your cold box

With a cold audience

Watching us…

Criticizing…

Scrutinizing our last goodbye…

For awhile…