Tortured Thoughts

I thought of you today

as I snapped the elastics around my dangling tits

as I twisted the tiny bands around my pert nipples

as I felt my labia swell and my slit moisten.

I thought of you today

as my tits turned pink, then purple, then blue

as my nipples followed pink, purple, and blue

as the pleasureful pain brought cold waves of desire.

I thought of you today

as I lubricated my slit

as I lubricated my hole

as I lubricated my fingers.

I thought of you today

as I stroked my swollen clit

as I drove two fingers into my slit

as I pushed a finger into my hole.

I thought of you today

as I shuddered in climax

as I squeezed out my cum

as I squirted all over my own hand.

I thought of you today

as I pulled off the bands on my nipples and the feeling returned

as I tugged off the elastics on my tits and the purple receded to paleness

as I rubbed my sore tits and nipples.

I thought of you today

and I wished it was you torturing my tits

and I wished it was you stroking and invading me

and I wished it was you rubbing and holding me.

I thought of you today

and maybe tomorrow I will tell you

that I want you to give me that pleasureful pain

before we sleep in one another’s arms.