Your Darkness

YOUR DARKNESS

Let me see the darkness through your eyes

Allow me the right to know the clouds in your skies

Pull me spiraling down to the depths of your world

I want your despair to be my lord

Make me choke on your blood as it spills down my throat

I crave to hear your voice and its somber note

You've introduced me to the pleasure of this pain

I intend to relish it until I am slain

I need to feel your cold arms around me

And your sternness forcing me to my knee

I'm begging you to be my master

Your denial forces my tears to role down faster

You have become my whole life

And your rejection is picking at my hope like a knife

If I am not allowed to see your world, then pluck my eyes out

Suck out my brain before you fill it with doubt

Inject my veins with acid so that your stare cannot fill them with ice

Use your sword to puncture my heart with one swift slice

Leave me to die here in the spilled blood

Allow my sadness to seep out into the red flood

Your constant rejection gives me no reason to try

Without your affection...I must die

-------January 30, 2000