Skeletons in my Closet part 16

Skeletons in my closet part 16

The run-in and first time with my daughter

I awoke the next morning thinking why had both of them ruined my perfect world? I thought about what to do. I was too scared to even leave the house after last night with Glenn.

I came to three conclusions. I needed to work this out between the three of us. Two, to replace at least Keith. Three, to just move on with my life somehow.

As to Megan, I came to the conclusion that I had no daughter any longer. I had even burnt all the photos of her even her baby pictures that I had. I could barely stand to even think about her. As each time I did, I saw her fucking daddy laughing at me.

I probably never hated anyone as much as I did her. There was no motherly love left in me for her. I guess I sort of blamed her more than Keith. After all, he was just a man like any other man one who would fuck anyone if given the chance.

I drank myself to sleep most nights after that even thinking of killing her in my drunkenness. I never had an evil thought about anyone till then. I didn't like those thoughts either as that was not me.

I decided to just move on with my life as a single woman. I did not have to work as the bank never refuses any of my withdraws or checks I wrote for rent. My credit cards were mysteriously always paid in full each month.

I had everything I needed except for one thing. That being Keith, I loved that man as well as hated him. I only wanted to know why he had done me wrong.

I went out one night to a spot Keith and I often went for dinner and drinks. Maybe I went there hoping to bring back happy memories. I was just plainly dressed as I was not looking for sex any longer after my last attempt.

The place was semi-full and luckily I didn't know anyone. The place hadn't changed much except the people working there. I sat at a different table not wanting to sit at our usual table just too many memories.

I ordered but hardly ate anything. I paid my bill and moved to the bar off the dining area. I started a bar tab as I felt like drinking. While drinking the place filled up except that one table Keith and I used to sit at it was empty. The same way I felt on my insides.

As I sat at the bar a man in his mid-forties, I would say about 5’8” and of average weight asked if he might sit next to me. I told him smartly that it was a fucking free country. The man sat down giving me that look of well fuck you to bitch and ordered a drink. I told the bartender to put it on my tab.

I held out my hand to the man as I said, ”My name is Kate.”

The man lightly shook my hand as he replied, ”Nice to meet you Kate my name is William but please call me Bill.”

I asked him to forgive me for my smart remark earlier as it had been a bad day. Bill told me he understood as he has had many bad days. Except for today.

Bill smiled as he said, ”Always a good day when one meets a lovely woman like you, Kate.”

I thought that was rather sweet of Bill to tell me that. I asked what he was doing in our neck of the woods. Bill told me he was a farm implement salesman. I looked at him funny like. He handed me a business card.

Bill took my hand as he said, ”I sell tractors and stuff to farmers, Kate.”

Bill explained he was here to meet a new client. Who seemed to be running late. About this time I saw Keith and Megan walk into the place.

Keith in his three-piece suit and Megan dressed in a very low cut solid one-piece black mini skirt with a lovely gold chain belt wrapped around her midsection. It drew one’s eyes to her beauty instantly. Her outfit was complete with sparkling gold high heels making her almost as tall as Keith.

All eyes in the place followed her as she held his hand. Her lovely long blonde hair flowing behind her, her ass globes shaking in her dress. Her huge tits bouncing and jiggling with each step she took with those long lovely legs.

Every man and some women were drooling over her. She didn't seem comfortable with the attention she was getting neither. I saw that look she gets when uncomfortable as she hung her head down as she walked with Keith.

I would have been loving the attention if I had been her. Suddenly my blood boiled and hate-filled my heart. I watched Keith walk her to our table, he pulled her chair out as she sat down into it. He lifted her head then kissed her on her forehead head like he always did me. Keith sat down at the table reading the wine list.

”Is something wrong Kate you seem preoccupied?” Bill asked me.

I sort of laced my arm through his as I cuddled up next to him as I told him no just thinking that was all. I was hoping Keith would see me I wanted him to feel what I was feeling. Bill smiled at me as I did. Bill asked me what I did I told him I worked in an office as a secretary.

”Your boss is a lucky man,” Bill said smiling once more at me.

I thought a lucky man indeed as I should have killed him and her as I looked at them both. Megan was now holding his hand across their table. I saw the loving gaze she gave him just like I used too. I pushed those thoughts from my head. I turned my attention to Bill as we talked.

He asked me to excuse him as he had to use the boy's room. Bill walked away leaving me alone at the bar. I suddenly felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned toward that tap.

”Mom is that you?” Megan asked.

”Sorry miss you have mistaken me for someone else,” I replied in that hateful tone turning away from her ignoring her.

Bill returned and asked me who was that checking her sexy ass out as she walked back to her table. I told him just a case of mistaken identity.

Megan walked back to her table hung her head and started to cry. I saw her point to me. Keith went to her, he stood her up and walked her from the restaurant with his arm around her giving me a hateful look as he gave her comfort.

Bill's client soon showed up and told me he had to do business but I had his card and to call him if I wanted too. I finished my drink, paid my tab, and walked outside to my car. As I opened my door a rather large hand which I knew closed it.

”Kate that wasn’t very nice to treat your daughter like that,” Keith said to me with anger in his voice.

”Oh and you fucking her is,” I replied angrily at him.

”How dare you bring her here where you and I used to eat,” I added with more anger in my voice slapping him as well.

”Kate we all used to eat here together, please let's talk, please Kate let me explain,” Keith said removing his hand from my door.

I opened my door as I told him we had nothing to talk about. I closed my door and drove away stopping as I left the lot. I watched Keith return to his truck. He gave comfort to Megan as he once would have to me.

I cried all the way home. Once at home I climbed back into the bottle. I awoke the next morning with the empty bottle on the floor. I looked to that picture of Keith and I, it was smashed again along with a lot of other stuff in my living room.

I cleaned myself up and the puked mess beside the sofa on the floor. I must have gotten sick sometime during the night. I cleaned up all the broken stuff as well as replaced that photo in a new frame once again. That was about the 15th time I had replaced it. I was going to need more frames.

I decide to clean the whole house. I found liquor bottles scattered throughout my house some empty some almost empty. I realized I had a major drinking problem again.

I decided to clean my act up once again. I stopped drinking and was going to AA meetings. I had not had a drink for over 5 months. Not long but at least my head was clear just unsure of my future or what to do with it.

The only thing I knew for sure was trying to find men to fuck me was out. I learned my lesson with Glenn. I used my fingers and toys for any fun. However, it just wasn't the same. Besides my batteries seemed to die when I needed them the most.

On Friday, a few weeks later after 12 noon, I had just sat down on the sofa when my doorbell rang. I opened the door to find Megan standing there dressed in her work clothes her hard hat tucked under her arm. I started to slam the door however she blocked it from closing with her hard hat. She pushed and powered her way inside my house.

”Get out Megan or else as I have nothing to say to you,” I said in a very loud and angry tone.

”Your tone or angry doesn’t scare me, mom,” Megan said laughing like she was crazy as she walked in and around my living room.

She ran her hand lightly over everything in it as she looked at me. She never took her eyes from me as she did. Her eyes were filled with an evil look as well. She stopped at that picture of Keith and me.

Megan looked at it she said, ”Believe me mom daddy's bark and Keith's bite is a lot worse than yours.”

Megan looked at me with hate in her eyes almost like she wanted to cause me harm as she said, ”If you don't want to talk fine mom but you're sure in the hell are going to listen,” as she sat down on the sofa. I sat across from her in a chair.

She stared at that picture without saying anything. Megan looked angry and sad as she stared at that picture. She picked that picture up smiling at it rubbing her hand over it.

She looked at me as she asked, ”Do you still love Keith, mom?”

I told her it was none of her fucking business. Megan glared at me just like Keith used too. She told me it was her fucking business because she loved him too as she hung her head.

Megan told me I had asked her why once. She explained for the same reasons I needed that man. Because of the comfort, the warmth and security of being in his arms. That man nursed me back to health and had always shown his love for me in many ways. How could one not fall for a man such as him?

”However he never gave me his true full love as he did to you mom,” Megan said rubbing her hand over Keith in that picture.

She placed the picture down on the coffee table. She told me she used to watch us make love any chance she got. Those shadows you used to see outside your door. It was me watching playing with myself wishing I was being loved like that.

”I even saw you with Danny and Keith which sort of turned my stomach knowing daddy sucked dick,” Megan said with a distaste look on her face.

I even saw you many times with Sara and Linda. She smiled telling me they seemed to give you the same loving Keith gave to you. Megan rubbed her face telling me they both slapped her when she asked if she might join them.

”Never ask us that again or I will tell your daddy,” Sara had said to her.

Megan told me after her accident she enjoyed Keith being near her. My pain was less when he sat with me. That man would stroke my hair lovingly each night never leaving my side.

As I healed my mind filled with those images of watching him making love to you. I wanted him to give me pleasure like he always has to you. I knew that man won't do anything on his own.

So I thought if he wouldn't give it to me then I would take it. She told me it happened when she was learning to walk again. They were in his weight room working out.

”It wasn't his fault mom I seduced him,” ”I gave daddy no options, no way to escape,” Megan said as she started to cry.

Megan told me Keith told her this was wrong and I needed to stop as I rubbed at his jogging pants. I told him I loved him and needed him badly. He removed my hand telling me sternly to stop it.

Megan told me she cried telling daddy no man loved her or ever would because of these as she raised her work tee shirt showing me her horrific scars as she had to Keith. She told me she told Keith she could have no man’s baby and that meant never a man’s love.

Megan smiled as she told me daddy didn't put up a fight when her hand went back to his jogging pants. She told me she sucked his cock for the first time that day. Megan told me she had watched me suck that same cock many times.

Always wondering what it would be like to suck it like you. She told me she had trouble that first time. That man has a lovely big cock she told me as she smiled. But she had at least made him cum even if she could not swallow all it.

Megan told me Keith told her this was wrong and that it was never going to happen again. However, you were on the road or busy at work. She told me anytime she got a chance she would use her girlish charms on him. Just like you taught me, mom. If that didn’t work she would cry telling him no man wanted her just like he didn’t want her anymore.

That man made me feel like no other man ever had when he made love to me. Megan looked at me as she told me she used to pick up strange older men after she learned to drive. However, they never placed that gleam in her eyes which seemed to always be in mine.

She told me she became a slut before her accident just like me. I fucked anybody even Stacy as you already know. I tried all types of men, young and old, looking for what you had. All she had to do was use her girlish charms on them as I had told her. However, nobody placed that gleam in her eyes or gave her so much pleasure until she had made love to daddy.

I fell in love with him mom Megan told me. Just like you had once. I didn't even mind that he still loved you more than he did me. I was just happy I had him as my lover while he was your husband. What better way for a daughter to show her daddy how much she loved him than making love to him.

”Things sort of progressed out of control until you caught us in his office,” Megan said hanging her head. ”It wasn't his fault mom, she was the one to blame,” she added wiping a tear.

Megan told me that man had warned her no one was to ever know. Not her friends, his friends, and especially your mom. She told her daddy it would be their little secret she promised him. Keith had told her if they were ever caught we all were going to hell for our sins.

I noticed Megan seemed to not know whether to call him daddy or to call him Keith or that man, as she told me this story. She seemed angry one moment then sad the next. My mind took me back to her doctors telling me reasons for her thinking Keith was her real daddy after her accident. Which I didn't understand back then and still didn’t.

Megan's hands went to her face crying into them as she said, ”Please mom help me out of this hell she had placed us all into.” ”Please I am begging you mom help me,” she added crying harder.

I went to her sitting beside her. I wrapped her in my arms. I told her I didn't know how, as I was stuck in my own hell. Megan picked up that picture telling me he could help us both if we only let him.

Megan told me that Daddy was also stuck in his own hell as well. She told me he worked long hours and hardly slept. As to lovemaking between them it had stopped some months ago. She tried many times but he would tell her he was not in the mood. Even dressing like you had mom didn't work. Her girlish charms no longer worked on him she explained.

Megan told me that man needed me to get his ability to love again back. Megan told me she was here begging me to return home or at least talk to Keith and daddy both.

”Megan is everything alright with you?” I asked concerned about her confusion about Keith and daddy as well as her acting so weird.

”My shrink tells me I have a daddy complex as well as daddy issues and many other problems,” Megan replied wiping her eyes.

”You're seeing a shrink?” I asked surprisingly.

”Yeah daddy made me,” she replied.

Megan took my hand as she said, ”We could share him, mom.” ”We both could have what we want and what we need.” ”I would follow any rules you place upon me.” ”I am very submissive ask daddy,” ”I know you guys are swingers or were, it would be no difference with us sharing him,” she added with pleading eyes.

”Keith needs your love mom and I need daddy, so that means I need you as well,” Megan said giving me her puppy dog look.

I patted her hand as I replied, ”Let's not rush things I haven't even agreed to speak to him yet.”

”Please mom return peace, happiness, and joy back into our family we all have missed you,” Megan said to me giving me that sad look once again.

I told her I would talk to him but was not promising anything. Megan told me to be at his office at 4 pm today as he would be there like he has been every Friday for the last year since you left.

”You even missed my birthday, mom, I am 21 now,” Megan said smiling.

I thought had it been that long since I had been gone. If she was 21 then I was 38 and had missed my own birthday. I guess I just lost track of time. I realize now when one drinks days are but minutes in reality.

”Why every day at that time?” I asked her.

She told me he sits there for an hour just looking at this picture. She told me pointing to that picture of him and me. He is thinking about what and who he is missing Megan told me.

”Daddy told me the story behind that picture and how much that picture meant to him,” ”I see it means the same to you,” Megan said looking to that photo.

Megan looked at her watch and said, ”Shit daddy is going to have my ass if I am late getting back from lunch again.”

Megan hugged me and kissed my cheek as she added, ”Thanks mom I need you as much as he does, and oh please don't tell him I had come to see you,” as she rubbed her hand on her butt.

I knew that meant her daddy still spanked her if he thought she had done wrong. She left as I sat down picking up that picture of us. I thought of what Megan had told me.

About bringing peace, happiness, and joy back to the family. I thought about the peace, happiness, and joy it might bring back to me as well. I also thought about her saying we could share him and she would follow any of my rules. I was unsure about her remark about being very submissive at least at this time.

I was unsure about even going. However, I dressed casually not sexy. I rather thought this could turn ugly quickly. I drove to the office I arrived right at 4 pm the office doors were locked as it was Friday so everyone would be gone by then. However, I still had my keys.

I unlocked the door and walked in. Megan was at Linda's desk. She ran to me and hugged me tightly. She told me quietly that Keith was in his office. She was filling out daily reports to give to him. She told me I knew the way then she returned to Linda's desk.

I slowly walked to his office. I looked to see him just sitting there staring at two pictures on the far wall. One I thought we had buried forever.

That being the picture of him, Danny and those men he lost one night a long time ago. Beside it hung the one of him and me in the bar that same one he carried during his wars his bloodstains still upon it.

I walked in over to that picture rubbed my hand over it as I said, ”We were younger in those days.”

Keith stood up walked over to me as he said. ”Maybe a lot wiser to Kate.”

His hand touched the other photo,” I betrayed those men that night just as I had betrayed you,” Keith added hanging his head.

I lifted his head as I told him that he looked like shit. He did as he had bags under his eyes which were swollen and bloodshot. He was unshaven as well.

“When was the last time you had a good night's sleep, Keith?” I asked rubbing my hand on his scruffy face.

”When did you leave me, Kate? Keith asked as he took my hand from his face.

He wrapped his arms around me. I wrapped mine around his neck. He hugged me tightly. I felt everything I had been missing for the last year. I finally felt that warm, comforting, and secure feeling coming over me. Keith started to ask me to let him explain.

I pressed my finger to his lips as I said, ”Megan had come to see me.” ”She had already explained everything to me.”

”MOM!” ”You weren't supposed to tell him,” Megan yelled out loudly and with anger.

Keith glared at her then asked if she had her daily reports finished in a stern voice. Megan walked over to him with her head down.

”Yes boss, here they are,” she replied with her head still hanging down handing them to him.

Keith told her to go wait in the truck. He would deal with her in a few minutes. Megan walked out with her head down closing his door behind her.

Keith took my hand as he asked, ”Kate she didn't hurt you did she?”

I told him no and he told me to thank God for that. I asked why would she hurt me. Keith told me she might or might not as she is sometimes unstable.

”Is that why you sent her to a shrink?” I asked him.

”She told you that too,” Keith said with a wondering look.

”Keith, what is wrong with her?” I asked.

He told me it would take him all night to explain it. I smiled at him as I told him I had all night if he would invite me back to his place for the weekend. Keith smiled as he told me our place Kate and that I was welcomed there anytime. He told me we had all weekend as no work was scheduled this weekend.

I told him we had a lot to talk about as I turned his office lights out as I opened his door. Keith took my arm and laced it through his as he walked me out of the main office. He searched for his keys. He told me Megan had them. I used my keys to lock up as Keith smiled at me.

He walked me to my car and I saw Megan sitting in my car. She handed Keith's keys out through the window to him as she said, ”I am riding home with mom.”

Keith looked to me with worry in his eye. I told him it would be ok. Keith kissed my cheek as he told me he would see us at home.

As I drove away Megan told me nice car mom which daddy had paid for. I asked her why she wanted to ride with me. She told me she was in trouble for coming to see me as Keith had told her she was not allowed to have any contact with me. She was afraid that man would punish her.

I asked how did she find out where I lived anyway. Your credit card invoices had your address on them as well as all bank withdrawal I had asked Carol to give me your address. Please don't tell Keith as I will get in trouble for that as well.

I promised her I wouldn't get her in trouble again. She cuddled up to me just like she used too as a child. She laid her head on my arm as she said, ”It’s good to have you home again mom, Keith I mean daddy will be so happy again.”

There she went with that sort of confusion over what to call him. I just kissed her head and drove home. She walked me through the front door into a fucking wreck. That perfect living room had her clothes which included bras, nylons, and panties, his clothes, newspapers, and empty pizza boxes lying everywhere.

”Excuse the mess mom I will clean it later,” Megan said walking me into our family room.

At least it was clean and the same as I remember it. She went to the bar asking me if I wanted a drink. I told her no thanks I didn't drink anymore. She went to the bottle of 25 Year Old Sherry Oak Scotch.

She poured a big glass of it. She then made herself a screwdriver telling me she loved them. I heard Keith walk in the back door.

Megan waited till he walked into the family room she handed him his drink telling him she would not kiss him out of respect for her mom. Keith told her there was pizza out in the kitchen and for her to serve us all some.

Keith kicked that drink back then shook his head. I asked what wrong. Keith looked to me as he replied, ”Nothing Kate nothing at all,” in a tired voice.

I knew he was lying to me. Megan came back into the family room. She had 3 plates full of pizza. She handed Keith a plate. Then handed me a plate.

”Your gonna love it trust me, mom,” Megan said to me.

That coming from someone who had fucked my husband behind my back. Megan told me it was from a new place only a ten-minute drive from here. Keith told me 20 minutes when one doesn't speed as he glared at Megan. She was right as it was some of the best pizza I ever had. I noticed Keith hardly ate any of his.

After we ate Keith asked me if I would excuse him and Megan for a minute as he wanted to talk to her in private. I didn't do anything wrong Megan told him standing up. Keith glared at her telling her she had broken a rule and that she knew it. Keith walked her back to her bedroom.

About 20 minutes later he returned without Megan. I asked him if I had gotten her spanked. Keith laughed as he told me I hadn't spanked that girl since after her accident but maybe I should have. He told me she had broken his rule of coming to see me.

”I have to think about her punishment as it was to be banished from the family as she is 21 now,” Keith said with no emotions.

He told me he knew and sort of figured she knew where I was living as well. I wondered why he had forbidden her to come to see me and why he never had. I patted the sofa beside myself telling him to sit down and tell me all about it.

Keith sat and told me pretty much the same story Megan had how she had seduced him and sort of used her accident and her seductive girlish charms which she told him I had taught her to use to get those around her to do things she wanted.

”I stopped all fun with her a couple of months ago after missing you too much, I guess I lost my ability to love again,” Keith said.

He also explained to me about her mental issues as they started to show up right after I left him. Sometimes she had outbursts of anger. I asked him if those outbursts were directed toward him. He shook his head no never but everyone else was fair game.

He told me it started with outbursts toward her crew. Keith told me he removed her from that position. That she was only allowed to work with him now.

However, her anger spilled over to others in their public life. Keith explained they were at the grocery store when she went after a woman she thought was eyeing him. Luckily he had grabbed me before she got her hand on her. She doesn't have many friends as she had done something to all of them one way or the other.

“Kate, she even beat Stacy up her one only true best friend,” Keith told me his voice trembling.

I knew then why he had forbidden her from seeing me he was afraid of what she might do to me. Keith told me he had finally told Danny, Sara, and Linda about the sin he had committed.

Keith told me they did not judge him or Megan. Next, she turned her anger toward Sara. However, Sara gave her that anger right back. As Sara has issues of her own Keith told me.

”Kate it seemed I had to separate those two every weekend Linda and Sara were here,” Keith said.

Keith told me he sat Megan down and asked her what was wrong with her he told me she cried as she told him she did not know. Other than she seemed to have your love Kate but also his anger and while she could control that love the anger she felt she could no longer control.

Keith told me he took her back to the doctors they all told him the same thing she had PTSD. They all suggested I send her to see a psychologist. He told me he did and that the psychologist gave her pills which helped but sometimes they don't.

I asked Keith how long had this been going on. He told me since that day you caught us. Then it has gotten worse since that day he stopped loving again. Megan even made a play for Danny when she turned 21, I guess she thought she was of age and needed what I refused to give her.

Danny refused and turned her over his knee. She came running to me claiming Danny had hurt her spanking her thinking I would go after him. However, I knew Danny would never harm her even when spanking her.

”I am so sorry, Kate, I never meant for,” Keith started to say but I pressed my finger to his lips. I told him he had already explained that and I did not blame him or her now that I knew the truth. We all bear scars from what had happened.

”We must now learn to live with those scars or we will never be a family again.

It seemed this man gave her the same feelings he gave me. As to my scars, perhaps mine was but the slut within me. No other man other than Keith would put up with me fucking other men and my once drinking problem.

Megan walked into the family room I was shocked to see her dressed in a very cute pajama set nothing sexy just cute. But then with her tits and ass, anything she wore was sexy on her. She sat down beside Keith but at the very end of the sofa not cuddled up to him as I was.

She hung her head. Then told us both she was sorry she had broken the rule of coming to see me. She looked at Keith telling him I wasn't going to hurt her I just wanted to talk. Megan looked to me, as she added it might have been wrong breaking daddy's rule but her heart had told her she must set the wrong she had done right. Then started to cry.

Keith told me to excuse him he would be right back. I looked to Megan who sat there curled in a ball shaking and crying. I grabbed a blanket and wrapped her in it. I asked her what was wrong.

”I am scared mom I broke a rule, and I am afraid as this was my third strike.” ”That man had warned me I would pay dearly if I ever reached that point,” Megan said as she got in a fetal position on the sofa under that blanket.

I knew from my AA meetings and from myself assuming that position that it was indicative of high psychological distress. I felt sorry and sad for her. I also felt bad for everything I had thought about my daughter over the last year Keith came back in with two pills and some water handing them to her.

Megan said, ”Thank you, daddy, you have always taken care of me,” as she took her pills.

Less than 20 minutes later she was out like a light. I asked Keith if that was normal. He told me they were the strongest pills on the market.

Keith scooped Megan up and she sort stirred from her slumber. I heard her say, ”Don’t leave me, daddy, not again daddy,” as her arms went around his neck.

Keith carried her back to her bedroom as I followed. He placed her in bed and covered her up. Megan took my hand as she asked me to stay with her a bit. I looked at Keith as he told me it would be ok as he walked out of her bedroom.

I sat on her bed as she hugged me laying her head in my lap. I stroked her long blonde hair like I had watched Keith do so many times. She told me she was sorry but it was good to have me back. I kissed her forehead as I told her it was good to be back.

When she fell asleep I eased her head from my lap placing it on her pillow. I walked from her room to that main bathroom. I washed my tears away thinking perhaps my daughter was more broken than myself. I returned to the family room.

Keith was at the bar he had another Scotch in his hand. I walked over to him and took the glass from him sitting it onto the bar. I told him that was not going to help. I told him I knew from experience. I took his hand as I led him to that leather sofa. I sat him down then I sat down beside him.

I told him I wanted the family back we used to have. Keith told me it could never be the same because of what he had done. I told him he only gave love to someone who needed it just like he had always done to me.

”Kate I had sex with your daughter,” Keith said.

”You don't have sex Keith you make love with feelings like no other man can,” I replied. ”That is why Megan had fallen for you in the first place.” I added.

I told him Megan had suggested that we share him. Keith looked at me with shock. I told him I was okay with that as long as we had some ground rules. I told him Megan had even told me I could make those rules. Which I would leave up to him.

”Kate you don't have to do this,” Keith said to me.

I told him she needed him as much as I needed him. Besides if he didn't agree I would not return home. I told him I was not blackmailing him but only making our family whole again.

”Oh one more term is that Megan faces no punishment for her actions in coming to see me, as if not for her we would not be talking now,” I said to him.

Keith told me he was unsure as she can be a handful sometimes. Keith pointed to our family photo walls a lot of photos were missing or ripped. Mostly mine and those of Sara.

Keith rubbed his eyes. I told him to sleep on it and I would put him to bed he needed sleep. I walked him to our bedroom, not a thing was out of place, in fact, it looked as if our bed had never been slept in. I helped him from his work clothes he told me he needed to shower. I told him he needed sleep. I placed him on the bed telling him I would be right back.

I went to our bathroom. I splashed water on my face. I looked in the mirror asking myself if I was doing the right thing. I still loved Keith sure maybe I didn't trust him like I had but he was still the man of my dreams.

As to Megan, I was totally unsure after what Keith had told me about her. While at the same time I felt sorry for her. I also wondered why she had gone after Sara.

I returned to ask Keith just that. However, he was out like a light also. I didn't undress I just crawled in next to him cuddling up to him. It felt good just to be next to him.

Keith never stirred as I lie next to him. I had never seen him in such a deep sleep. I cuddled up tightly against him. At least I was home I thought as I fell asleep myself.

The next day I awoke around 8 in the morning next to Keith who was still sleeping. I climbed out of bed leaving him to sleep. I walked to our kitchen island. Megan was sitting there dressed in light grey sweat pants and a baggy sweatshirt drinking coffee.

”What no sex last night?” Megan asked.

I looked at her like what did she mean by that. She explained I would normally have been in one of those short robes. But I was still dressed as yesterday. I told her that her daddy needed to rest.

”It’s probably just as well anyways, ” Megan said.

”Why is that?” I asked.

”Never mind sit down and I will get you coffee,” Megan replied.

She got me coffee as I sat down. She returned sitting my coffee in front of me. She wrapped her arms around me kissing me fully and passionately upon my lips.

I did not really return her kiss. She looked at me then hung her head. I lifted it as I told her sorry I wasn't really ready for that yet. However, that slut in me wanted sex with her badly.

Megan told me she understood as I must hate her for what she had done. I told her I didn't hate her. Which was probably a lie. I just needed time to adjust I thought.

”Keith hates me but daddy still loves me,” Megan said.

I told her they are the same person as I asked that she knew that right. Megan smiled telling me, yes but sometimes she became confused with just who that man was. I asked what had her shrink told her about that.

Megan told me it had to do with her transaction memory which refers to the idea that people in continuing relationships often develop a specialized division of labor; that is, specific roles with respect to the encoding, storage, and retrieval of information from different knowledge domains. Each member of the relationship becomes a “specialist” in certain areas.

I just looked at her with my mouth open. I didn't really know what she meant or to say to her. Especially as she had said it so calmly and with such understanding. Megan saw my look.

”It means I see daddy as my lover, Keith as a father figure and the other man as the one who punished her. At least that is what she tells me,” Megan said to me.

”Your psychologist is a woman?” I asked.

Yes and she knows I had a sexual relationship with daddy. If I am not truthful with her she can't help me. I have no secrets from her as God knows I need help because I am fucking crazy.

”Megan your not crazy,” ”Just confused,” I replied.

Sure mom that is why I no longer have any friends. I told her at one time she had many friends. What happened I asked her.

The boys I knew only wanted to fuck me. Which was fine but they never got me off. She even had told another girl she had went to college with that she was fucking her daddy.

She thought she would understand. Megan explained this girl was no angel herself as she had caught her being fucked by a dog once so she thought she would understand and her secret would be safe or she would tell everyone about her fucking a dog.

However, she told me I was sick and disgusting for fucking my daddy. Megan told me that was the first time she broke a rule. She learned never to tell anyone after that.

”What about Stacy, your best friend?” I asked.

That fucking bitch caught me grabbing his cock once. Stacy asked her what that was all about. I told her I was fucking daddy.

”Stacy threatened to tell everyone about us if I didn't share him with her,” ”I told her no and beat the hell out of her instead,” Megan said without a bit of regret in her voice.

”Don’t worry daddy paid her off to keep her silence and not to send me to jail,” Megan added sipping her coffee.

That rather concerned me. How were we going to share him? I sat there thinking. If she won't with her. I also thought that was why I was her third strike.

”Don’t worry mom I sort of had the hots for you after you had felt me up that one day, plus having seen you with Linda and Sara.” ”I want some fun with you and daddy,” Megan said smiling.

”What about you and Sara?” I asked.

”I don't care to talk about that bitch mom sorry at least not yet, but you can ask me anything else, ” Megan replied.

”What about Danny?” I asked.

”He doesn't come around much anymore.” Not because he spanked me for trying to fuck him but because he has a girlfriend now, her name is Beth and you will meet her as she is his shrink too,” Megan said.

I about choked on my coffee. I thought Keith would have gotten Megan professional help not someone's girlfriend. Megan saw my reaction as well.

”It’s Ok mom she has a license and her specialty is PTSD which we both suffer from, ” Megan said. ”You will like her mom she fits right into our family,” she added.

I asked Megan if she had any questions for me. She told me only one. The man I was with that night was he, my new boyfriend.

”No, just a man I had met that evening that was all,” I replied.

”Daddy was very depressed he thought that man was your new boyfriend,” Megan said.

I didn't ask her if she fucked him out of his depression, instead, I told her I was sorry for my treatment of her that night. Megan told me she had it coming as she would have done the same if her daughter had been fucking her husband.

Megan grew silent then started to cry. She stood up and ran to her bedroom shutting her door. I ran after her. I tried her door but it was locked. I knocked asking her to let me in. She told me to go away loudly she didn't want to talk to me anymore.

Apparently, we had woke Keith up with all the commotion. He asked me what happened. I explained it to him. He told me to go back to the kitchen island he would handle this.

Keith knocked on her door as he said, ”Princess this is daddy please let me in.”

I heard her unlock the door as I walked back to the island. I got more coffee and sat down. About a half-hour later Keith walked out and into the family room. I grabbed us two cups of coffee and walked to the family room.

I went in to find him pouring himself a drink. I looked at him and he dumped it down the sink. He walked and sat down on the sofa. I handed him his coffee as I sat down next to him.

”I am sorry if I upset her,” I said.

Keith told me she had upset herself. He explained anything that has to do with having children upsets her. She will be ok as he talked to her. Plus he had told her she had no punishment coming thanks to me.

I told Keith Megan had explained a lot more to me. About her friends, Stacy and Danny. All except her problem with Sara.

Keith was silent then told me it might be better if Sara was here to explain as well. Keith told me he thought it better he didn't put words in Sara’s mouth.

Megan came into the family room. She hugged me telling me she was sorry. I have problems and sometimes I can't deal with them.

”We all have problems even me and your daddy,” I said to her.

”No mom daddy is perfect it Keith who has problems,” Megan replied.

Keith glanced at me giving me that look of not to respond to that. Megan told us she would make us breakfast. After she left Keith told me it is in whoever's best interest not to argue with her when she is talking in daddy terms.

”You and I both know I am not perfect or ever had been especially after what I did to you, Kate,” Keith said.

“So Danny has a girlfriend now,” I said smiling at Keith as I didn't want to talk about that anymore.

“Yes her name is Beth, she is both his and Megan’s psychologist, I thought it best to keep this in the family,” Keith said.

“Can she help her?” I asked.

Keith told me she had up until Megan had come to see me. He told me he had given her strict orders of no contact with me what so ever or else. As Beth was unsure of just what Megan’s intentions were toward me. He would talk to Beth about it when Megan saw her again.

You can judge her for yourself as they will be joining us in a few weekends as Beth and Danny were on a little vacation. Keith also told me he was sure I would like her as she fits into this family.

I wondered what both him and Megan meant by that. I also wondered what was going on with Sara and Megan. Also why Keith wanted her here when we talked.

Megan soon told us breakfast was ready. It was just like my mother always made. Keith had us hold hands as he thanked God for the food we were about to enjoy.

Megan added, ”Thank you God for bringing a mom back home, we all missed her.”

I was waiting for us all to get struck down by lightning. However, we all did not. We all also enjoyed our breakfast. Keith was yawning all through breakfast. I told him to go back to bed I would help Megan with the dishes and wake him when Linda and Sara came.

I noticed Megan rolled her eyes when hearing her name. However, she didn’t say anything. We talked while doing dishes. She thanked me very politely for making Keith take that third strike back.

She explained he had told her when talking with her this morning she would face no punishment for her actions. He told her to thank me for that. I came more comfortable around her and even gave some thought about returning her kiss now.

After doing the dishes we went to the family room. I sat on the sofa as Megan went to the bar. She asked me if I wanted a drink.

“Megan I told you yesterday I no longer drank,” I said.

“Sorry mom I forgot but I need a screwdriver,” Megan replied.

Megan made herself one then joined me on the sofa. I told her it was a little early for her to be drinking but I would not judge her. She told me she had a reason for needing a drink. I asked her what was that.

Megan chugged her drink placing it on the end table by the sofa. She wrapped me in her arms kissing me passionately upon my lips. I kissed her back. Megan broke our kiss as she licked at my lips with her tongue.

Megan then said, ”I wanted to thank you properly mom and I need some loving sorry I can't help myself.”

I took her into my arms embracing her back. I slipped my tongue into her mouth. Our tongues entwined as Megan started to unbutton my shirt. She told me she had dreams of doing this. My pussy started to twitch in my jeans hearing her tell me that.

She removed my shirt after she had unbuttoned it. Her hands reached behind me skillfully unhooking my bra. My 38C’s fell out into view. She used her finger to trance around both my nipples. They started to grow hard at her touch.

“I have always loved your tits as they are so round and full,” Megan said to me softly.

She bent down kissing at each my tits. Megan kissed around my nipples until they popped out from each of my breasts. Her hands went to my tits. She used her thumb and forefinger just like her daddy does on my nipples.

She twisted and pulled on them making them even grow harder. My pussy was leaking in my jeans I had on as she did. I reached to pull her sweatshirt over her head.

Megan stopped me telling me she would get it. She pulled her arms and head free of her sweatshirt. Instead of tossing it to the floor, she wrapped it around her midsection as she tied the arms of her sweatshirt behind her.

Megan had done that to hide those scars from me. Her tits were encased in a bra perhaps one your grandmother might have worn. I kissed her passionately as I unhooked her bra.

I removed her bra letting those huge 40DD tits get some air. They bounced as they hung down. Her tits had to be the most perfects I had ever seen on a woman.

“Your tits are a sight of perfection,” I said to her as my hands went to them.

They were so huge they would not fit in my hands. I rotated my hands on her tits like turning knobs on a radio. Her nipples instantly grew hard. Her nipples were huge as well as they jetted from her breasts.

”I love playing with big tits like yours, ” I cooed sexily to Megan.

I do and still do today. Maybe it was how my small hands looked on big tits. Linda used to tease me by telling me that I had to be bisexual. I couldn't be a lesbian as my fingers were too short. Lol

As I removed one on my hands. I bent down encasing my mouth around one of her big tits. I sucked on her tit as my tongue teased on her huge nipple. I moved that free hand down to my daughter’s sweatpants covered legs.

I forced my hand between her tightly closed thighs. Megan opened her thighs allowing my hand between them. My hand was met with total wetness. I looked down to see that she had a huge dark spot covering her crotch and both thighs on her light grey sweat pants. It looked as if she had peed her pants.

This girl was family for sure. She took after mom as my jeans were as wet as her sweatpants. I rubbed at her pussy as I used my teeth lightly on her huge hard nipples.

I teased her huge nipple pulling it from her tit. I held it there between my teeth. I licked at it with my tongue. It was something Sara had taught me some time ago.

I then slipped my hand down the front of her sweatpants. In doing so my hand ran into a full crotch of hair. I even might have got my fingers tangled in her bush pulling it a bit.

I removed my mouth from her tit as I said, “Sorry about that it used to be only a landing strip of hair,” I said smiling at her.

“Daddy likes a full bush, I even have hair under my arms,” Megan replied lifting her arms.

That only made her big tits shake and jiggle as she did. I was a little shocked as I had always shaved my own pits just never my pussy. I put my head between her breasts kissing and licking them both. My fingers moved to her pussy lips.

With her slick coating of arousal it was easy to tease her labia, and widely circle her clitoris, until her fingers which had been brushing my large nipples started to pinch them instead, a vicious response to my teasing of her pussy.

“Take your sweatpants off Megan,” I said standing removing my own jeans.

Megan stood up removed them but made sure that the tied sweatshirt stayed around her midsection. I told her she did not have to cover her scars. She told me she preferred them covered.

As we sat back down I playfully but cruelly tormented her pussy giving her everything except what she really wanted. Fingertips lightlytrailing over her pussy lips using her wetness to slide my fingers around her pussy opening and over her clit.

I straddled her, and my breasts swung within nibbling distance of her mouth. She teased my hard nipples with her lips, tongue, and teeth while I only teased her pussy with my fingers. The slut in me was enjoying the fact I was having sex with my daughter.

Pretty soon we could both hold off no more. I moved my breasts out of her reach, and instead, put my lips to hers. At the same time, my fingers circled closer to her undoubtedly aching clit, and then down to dip inside her pussy.

My other hand moved round to support her back as she arched against the sudden invasion of my fingers into her wet pussy. Her mouth flew open against mine and she let out an involuntary groan. A proper, loud, fuck-me-now-you-fucking-bitch groan. I gave her what she wanted.

Breaking off the kiss to even more moaned utterances, from her. I shuffled down her body. My damp slipperiness straddled her lower leg. I rubbed my pussy against her leg to a very wet squirting orgasm running my juices and maybe pee down her leg and onto the floor.

I started to thrust my fingers inside her tight cunt. She seemed so incredibly tight, and her wetness combined with that tightness made my fingers squelch as they moved in and out of her.

It might not sound like it was erotic,but at that moment, and combined with her lust-filled moaning, it was the sexiest thing I’d ever heard. Especially knowing she my daughter.

Still, I wanted to fuck her harder. I wanted to fuck her so she’d never forgotten it. Perhaps I wanted to hurt her for fucking Keith. Maybe that was why I peed on her leg when I squirted.

Two fingers turned to three then to four as I gave her pussy a real challenge. My thumb, outside her pussy, steadily circled her exposed and erect clit using her leaked wetness as lube. I could feel her cunt getting even tighter as she clamped it around my fingers, and fucking her pussy was getting harder and harder as it clamped around my fingers.

Still, I wasn’t going to let her orgasm at least not yet. I cruelly removed my fingers and moved out of her reach. She moved to touch herself, wanting to rub herself to climax. No way, bitch. Your orgasm is mine you own me that much I thought.

I captured her wrists, both of them caught in my left hand as I plunged my right hand deep inside her pussy and working her hard. Restraining her like that, and denying her touching herself just made her moans louder and her pussy clench even tighter.

I couldn’t help it, I wanted to give her evenmore. And I really, really fucking wanted to taste her. Keeping as good a hold on her wrists as I could, while she writhed and wriggled beneath me, I shuffled down further.

My tongue darted out to join my thumb in its clit-tease. I circled my tongue around her clit as my four fingers hit her spot. The sweet taste of her slippery love juices met my mouth and her scent greeted my nose. I was surprised as she smelt and tasted as I did.

I was lost completely in my daughter and our needs, I let instinct take over. My fingers fucked against her extraordinarily tight pussy, as my thumb held her clit hood back as my mouth gave lavish attention upon her swollen hard clit.

Megan gave no warning or moan. Just a stronger kick of her legs beneath me, and my headbeing lifted as her back arched against the sofa from the sensations of my mouth on her clit. My thirst for her was being sated by her incredible saturation, my tongue darting down to lap at her juices escaping round my fingers.

Then it happened as she cried out, “Ahhhhh fuck Mom.”

A sudden stream of her juices filled my mouth, splashing up my nose, capturing me in the hot torrent of her love juices. She’d cum, loudly, beautifully, so fucking sexily – and squirted all over my face and everywhere else.

Once Megan’s orgasmic throes had passed and she regained her breath and I’d managed to retrieve my fingers licking them as I clambered back up her body I embraced her.

Megan was full of apologies. Telling me so sorry mom for everything she had ever done or thought of me. She couldn’t believe she’d actually done that – squirted in my mouth and all over my face during her orgasm. I could as like mother like daughter I thought. My girl-cum soaked face was grinning from ear to ear.

“Mom that was the hottest thing I’ve ever experienced with a woman before,” Megan said. “Only daddy had ever made her cum like that,” Megan added.

She grew silent and hung her head. My mind filled with visions of her and Keith making love. My anger started to grow as I pictured my hands going around her pretty neck squeezing the life from her. It was just a quick flash in my mind.

“Mom, I am sorry, I shouldn’t have said that,” I know what we did still hurts you,” Megan said with her head still hanging down.

I lifted it as I replied, “It takes a strong heart to love, but it takes an even stronger heart to continue to love after it’s been hurt.”

Megan embraced me as she cried in my arms. She was right her words had hurt and rekindled that green monster in me. However, as I held her it left me quickly.

I told her we needed to clean our mess up then ourselves. We wiped the sofa and the floor clean of both our juices. We walked hand to hand to the main bathroom. I turned the shower on as Megan turned her back to me undoing her sweatshirt hiding her scars.

I felt for her as I know how she must feel to be so perfect except for those scars. She even soaped her midsection up hiding them from me as we showered. I didn’t say anything not wanting to ruin the loving moment we just had.

After showering, Megan went to her room to dress. I returned to our bedroom. I couldn’t very well dress in the clothes I had worn as they were wet and smelled of sex.

I had left some clothes here mostly ranch wear. I dressed in jeans and managed to find an old tank top. I slipped it on and checked on Keith. He was sound asleep and I saw no need to wake him.

I stood there just looking at him. Sure he had done wrong but then none of us are perfect. A quote can into my mind as I looked at him.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

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Chapter 17 soon