Hot Gay Sex with Older Time -- Loosing my virginity

My First Time

I was 20 years old when I wrote this. I come from a real

religious family where sex is a very taboo subject. I live in North

Carolina and go to one of the big colleges there. Sexually, I guess

you could say I was a bit of a late bloomer. I am a nerdy type of

guy, making friends has been hard for me. I always had some feeling

that I was bisexual as I would get excited looking at hot guys and

girls. When I entered college the my bisexual / gay feelings

became harder and harder to ignore. I am a pretty small frame guy,

what some people might call a twink, but I hate that term. I am 5

foot 8 and weigh 145. I have done yoga and gymnastics in the past

for flexibility as they help keep me from getting injured when

running, which I love. I have black hair and brown eyes. I am not

circumsized and have a pretty thick cock. This whole story is true

and happened in 2009. I “grew up” reading this site over the past

several years and I am so happy that I have my own true story to

tell.

One night, while searching Craigslist for hot pictures I came

across an amazing ad written by another guy that seemed to

understand my situation (shy, nervous, in the closet). I was really

impressed with what he wrote in the ad. I drummed up enough

courage and replied. I was scared out of my mind.

We started email back and forth and it was pretty clear that he

understood my situation and the baggage from my religious

background and quickly put me at ease. He looked really hot in the

picture he sent me. His named was Chris. He was nearly 15 years

older than me! We agreed to meet at a restaurant near my dorm room.

During the meal, I learned he had booked a hotel room nearby as

well. We talked for more than 2 hours over some great Italian

food. He was really patient, very charming, and cool. He was

divorced and bisexual. I was nervous as hell and he kept making

small jokes and relaxing me. At the end of the great dinner he

asked what I wanted to do next and I quietly told him I wanted to

take the next step. Looking back, I realize he was an expert at

seducing me, which I loved.

We went to this really nice hotel and he had an awesome suite that

was out of the way from all the other guests. I sat down on the

couch and he sat next to me. I had never kissed anyone before and

was amazed as how softly he kissed me. He was very patient with

me, We started to French kiss, I was a little uneasy with all the

kissing, but my cock was hard as a rock. I kinda jumped as he ran

his hand up my leg and stroked my cock through my pants. Quietly

he whispered in my ear that we should go to the bed. He took my

hand we landed on the bed.

The next few hours were an amazing blur. He was intense but

patient in bed. He carefully helped me out of my clothes and

whispered in my ear that he wanted to suck me off. He took off my

boxers and starting stroking my cock. The feeling was amazing as he

was able to take my cock down his throat and swallow while my dick

was in his throat. I cannot describe the feeling that came over me,

my legs went numb. For a while I literally could not feel my toes

as I think all the blood was rushing to my cock. He gave me head

for like 30 minutes straight.

He would take his tongue and glide it up and down on my dick. He

would suck the head of my dick and force his tongue in the slit of

my dick. He would then sucked gently on my balls and then quickly

took my cock and put it back in his mouth and proceed to ram my

cock down his throat. He would do this over and over and keep

slobbering on my dick. He was lubing up my cock with a lot of spit

and it finally started sliding down his throat with no effort at

all.

I was so nervous I was haying trouble coming. I had also jacked

off like three times that morning thinking about what was gonna

happen. Finally, he admitted that he had to take a break and he

slowly stated to jack me off. He was amazing with his hands. He

kept making sure that I was okay and was so gentle.

After a while, curiosity got the best of me and I started to feel

around in his pants. He was not a big as me, but his cock was

really really hard. He was not pushy and I was having the time of

my life. I started to feel my balls tighten, I screamed “I am

gonna come!” and the next thing I know his mouth was back on my

dick swallowing my load. We had talked about safe sex in email

and kinda figured the risk was very low as he was recently divorced

and I was a virgin --- you should always us a condom - we had a

reason not to. He sucked so hard on my dick, I felt this weird

movement in my balls. I could not believe but he was able to get

more come out of me! I was so absolutely drained and exhausted

after that I begged to take a nap. He was more than happy to

oblige. I felt uncomfortable being naked next to Chris. I was so

sleepy but he was so nice and gave me a massage. I drifted off to

sleep. The last thing I remember before falling asleep was Chris

holding me and saying it was okay to be who I was. I nearly cried.

About 45 minutes later I felt his hand gently working my cock and

he woke me up with a really deep French kiss. Chris started to

suck on my fingers while stroking my cock. I was rock hard in a

few seconds. I realized later that he does not have a gag reflex

as he had no problem putting three of my fingers down his whole

throat. He really got me very excited. He asked very softly if I

wanted to give him a blow job. I was so nervous, but I could not

have asked for a better partner for losing my virginity (male or

female, I am sure). I gently took off his shorts and proceeded to

suck on his cock. I could not believe how weird and exciting that

this felt. He was so gentle and guided me through the whole thing.

Before too long he was moaning pretty loudly. I was so focused

on doing the right thing I did not realize that my dick was going

soft. Chris sure did. He told me to get on top and 69 him. I

cannot describe how amazing that was. For some reason with me on

top and the angle of his head and my dick, I was able to put my

entire cock down his throat. I could not believe how amazing this

felt. He started to play with my asshole a little bit. He could

not get a finger in me cause I was so tight and nervous so he just

kept on deep throating my cock. I was really getting into sucking

his dick and he was really starting to make a lot of noise! He

was groaning and moaning and starting to fuck my throat a little

bit I feel bad but I started to get a little too excited and

accidentally scraped his dick with my teeth. He let out a small

yell! I apologized repeatedly but he said it was okay. We

giggled a little bit.

We stopped our 69 to give his dick a break. He said it was

probably a good thing that I scraped him as he thought he was gonna

come too soon. He kept on complimenting me on my cock and feeling

my balls. He asked me if I wanted to fuck, and I was confused

about his question. We had agreed in email that anal sex was not

gonna happen. He got this amazingly devilish smile on his face and

picked me up kind and sat my but down on his chest. Chris was a

bigger guy (6 foot 2) but he was very very strong. In an instant I

guessed what was gonna happen; I was going to “fuck” his face. He

put a pillow be hind his head and told me to think of pussy or

straight porn in my head.

I put my dick in his mouth and he (it is hard to describe) changed

the shape of his lips and his mouth and clamped down on my dick.

The sensation was amazing. I started to think of the pics and

videos I had seen on porn sites of gorgeous women and started to

fuck his face. He was keeping up with me and using his tongue on

my cock. For the next twenty minutes I imagined that I was having

sex with a chick. I knew it was Chris sucking my cock, but I could

not get the images of the girls out of my head. I looked down and

behind me through the art deco mirror (this was not some cheap dive

of a hotel --- very nice) and saw Chris whacking off. It made me

hot to realize that he was so talented with his mouth I forgot he

was giving me a blow job. I kept fucking his face and felt my dick

swelling up. Because I am un cut he was doing some wild stuff to

my foreskin with his tongue that was absolutely driving me nuts.

Occasionally I would go down his throat and once he hummed a very

low sound when I was down there. That about did it for me. I was

trying to keep from coming as I was enjoying this so much but the

sensation and expert head he gave me was too much. He must have

picked up on how close I was as he started to suck harder on my

dick and humming while I was fucking his face. Between the tongue

action, the deep throat and the wet feeling in his mouth. I could

not hold back and erupted the biggest load of my life into his

mouth.

I pulled my dick out of his mouth and just fell to the bed. He had

this funny look on his face and he came up to kiss me. I was a

little hesitant but he took the back of my head gently and guided

me in to his mouth. In an instant I was shocked. He flooded my

mouth with my own come, I thought he had swallowed it. I was a

little grossed out for a second, but it was so erotic. I later

learned that this is called snowballing. He then kinda sucked the

come back into his mouth and I heard him make a big swallowing

sound. He then giggled at me and put my nose to his and asked if I

was okay. I had all these feelings and emotions running through

my head. I got really quiet and realized that all of my innocence

was gone. Being a virgin was a big part of my religious existence

and now I was laying in bed next to this great guy no less.

I could not ask for a better partner and experience. I dont know

if I will ever do it again with him because some of the guilt

especially with the kissing was a little tough on me. I am a deans

list student at school and, I know this sounds odd, but I was very

distracted from my school work for like a week . We still talk,

he still checks in on me from time to time and we have become great

friends. I know that if I was ever in a jam or needed to talk to

someone I can call him which is very comforting cause I would be

scorned and ridiculed in my church for talking about any of this,

let alone being with a man.

Thanks for letting me writing this. I made me feel better and got

me hard again just thinking about it. Perhaps, I will give him a

call, I really liked that hotel suite!